Originally I was waiting to write until I found out what I was having. That was supposed to be a little over a month ago. At that ultrasound, they couldnt see anything, but I had another scheduled for about a week later. So I figured then I would wait until THAT one and share the news. That evening, however, I Was admitted to the hospital with a brain hemmorhage. It was really scary, but I'm ok. The doctors say they have no idea why it happened and its pretty rare, but it heals on its own. I wasnt really up to spending time on the computer after that, and then I went to the US to see my mom. So its been a while, but atleast I do have reasons.
To catch you all up, Im getting really big in the belly now, I think bigger every day. I still have some morning sickness, but not as bad as before, tg. Oh, and one more little thing--- Its a GIRL!!! Im so happy to know and be able to prepare. From the beginning Marcus and I both sort of knew it was a girl. Nice to be right. Of course, Ultrasounds are sometimes wrong, but we truly think its a girl.
Ok, so I am in week TWENTY ONE!! Can you believe it? I cant! After my past, I never thought I would make it this far. Its so exciting to feel "safe" in my pregnancy now. What else is exciting are the movements I am feeling. I love to feel her move around. At first, about 15 weeks, its was like a fish swimming around. Now Its sort of like a fish still but almost a scraping feeling beside my belly button. Its almost always in the same spot, just right of the belly button. On days she isnt moving much, I like to eat one piece of candy to get her moving, just to reassure myself. When I wa sin Florida, she hardly moved the last 3 days. I was really scared. But then on the train from Copenhagen to Kalmar, she moved SO much that I couldnt stay asleep... annoying to some, but so precious to me. I think its the only time I would ever enjoy being kicked. (atleast I think thats what she is doing)
I didnt get any pictures in Florida. I dont know why, maybe just lazy. I promise to take some soon and share. For now, I will show my April 25th ultrasound. Its pretty amazing, to me atleast.
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